Rage

I can feel it again..even stronger than before..

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 22:16:41 -0800

Insanity. I feel like bursting out laughing now. Its literally bubbling out of my chest, barely contained. But its not happy laughter. Its the laughter of someone broken. The laughter of a lifetime of pain being prepared to be unleashed in a moment. I stuff down, as deep as I can force it. I lock it up. I pretend it doesn’t exist. But it does. I can still feel it. I try to run. But it chases me down, drives me into the ground. Day by day the feeling grows stronger. I need someone to lock it away for me. Because I can’t do it. I wish I was strong enough. But I’m not. And so, when it comes out..may my soul rest in peace.

Something's wrong..

Fri, 14 Jan 2011 15:20:04 -0800

I can feel it. The madness inside me is starting to bubble and overflow again. It feels like im being torn apart from the inside out. I can’t even sit still anymore, I can’t stop the shaking and the anger. The bloodlust is overwhelming, I feel like I need to break something. How much longer can I live this lie? How much longer til I lose control…

hahaha awww so sad but so adorable...

Fri, 03 Dec 2010 16:53:08 -0800

hahaha awww so sad but so adorable :3

misskatekim:

alicehong:

airwickkim:

Ducks blown off their feet by the wind

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG <3

omg

Ohh nooo poor duckies!

LOL

Thu, 02 Dec 2010 09:54:53 -0800

LOL

get owned more lol

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 08:15:18 -0800

get owned more lol

lol i am amused xD

Wed, 01 Dec 2010 08:13:16 -0800

lol i am amused xD

buichopsuey: aliceuncensored: the cast of Harry Potter trying...

Thu, 25 Nov 2010 19:46:49 -0800

buichopsuey:

aliceuncensored:

the cast of Harry Potter trying to read things in an American accent.

Rupert and Tom are actually pretty decent at it.

LOL @ hermione trying to say “order” and mozzarella following right afterwards

and @ the end. “I speak American. It’s the freedom language.”

I love this. Hahaha.

No love. No mercy. No tears. The time for action is now. The new me is the old me, the old me is...

Wed, 24 Nov 2010 02:18:27 -0800

No love. No mercy. No tears. The time for action is now. The new me is the old me, the old me is dead. Long live the strong, down with the weak. Peace is nothing more than illusion. This is war. Against self, against the world, against that which cannot be torn down. This is a battle that cannot be won but must be fought. This is a battle of heart, a battle of mind, a battle of soul, a battle of will. This is the place, this is the time. I will win because I must, failure is not an option. I will kill the weakness I let fester inside of me, and I will return to the strength that was once within me. I will kill everything that I thought i could stand for. I will destroy who I let myself become, because I became weak, and the weak will fall. Until I have had my revenge on those responsible for losing everything I loved, I cannot fall, and I will not fall. This is my declaration of war. This is my call to arms. This is my funeral dirge. And this is the pealing of bells signaling the return of the king. The king is dead, long live the king.

The time has come for the truth to come out. I’ve lied to myself for too long. I’ve been...

Wed, 24 Nov 2010 01:25:18 -0800

The time has come for the truth to come out. I’ve lied to myself for too long. I’ve been open for too long. I’ve pretended everything was okay for too long. That I was okay. The truth is, its not. And I won’t lie anymore. I won’t act like I want to belong, like I’m one of the crowd. Because I’m not. I’m not like you. I never have been. I never will be. The difference now is that I accept that. That I no longer WANT to be like everyone. The truth has come, and it is time for the REAL me to rise up from the ashes of the weak child i had allowed myself to become. You may have though you knew me, but you didn’t. And when the truth comes out, it hurts, and you will not like what you see.

cooking bacon..the manly way

Sun, 14 Nov 2010 20:41:32 -0800

cooking bacon..the manly way

So..i woke up at 8:30 today to be able to make the transit down to san jose for van nghe..just in...

Sun, 10 Oct 2010 08:30:21 -0700

So..i woke up at 8:30 today to be able to make the transit down to san jose for van nghe..just in time to get bitched at. Yay. Y’know what, im done. This is bullshit. Fucking get me gone already.

HAHAHA YOU DONT FUCKING FEEL SAFE!? THATS FUCKING FUNNY BITCH, CUZ I HAVENT EVEN ONCE RAISED MY...

Sat, 09 Oct 2010 12:00:25 -0700

HAHAHA YOU DONT FUCKING FEEL SAFE!? THATS FUCKING FUNNY BITCH, CUZ I HAVENT EVEN ONCE RAISED MY VOICE WITH YOU EVEN WHEN I FUCKING WANTED TO FUCKING RIP YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF! YOURE THE ONE THATS GOING THROUGH MY SHIT AND MAKING STUFF YOU DONT LIKE JUST FUCKING “DISAPPEAR.” YOURE THE ONE THAT DOESNT EVEN LET ME GET AN IOTA OF FUCKING PRIVACY! YOURE THE ONE WHOS FUCKING GOT THE POWER TO THROW ME ON THE STREET, OR AT LEAST ANOTHER FUCKING FOSTER HOME, AND YOURE FUCKING AFRAID? YOU DONT KNOW WHAT FUCKING FEAR IS YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU FUCK WITH ME AND ILL FUCKING SHOW YOU WHAT FUCKING FEAR IS.

dont act like you know who i am, cuz you dont dont act like you know where i come from, cuz you...

Sat, 09 Oct 2010 11:52:26 -0700

dont act like you know who i am, cuz you dont

dont act like you know where i come from, cuz you dont

dont act like youre better than me, cuz you aint,

dont act like youve been through what i have, cuz you havent

dont fuck with me you stupid bitch cuz you dont fucking know shit. if you wanna kick me out, get it fucking done, i dont give a fuck

just stop talking about doing it and just fucking do it, cuz i honestly dont need the fucking suspense. make the fucking call. and get me in a new home. cuz im fucking done. ive spent too much effort feigning respect and interest in your bullshit. ive spent too much time acting like i fucking belong. i dont need this shit. get rid of me already.

some people just dont fuking get it. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. i mean honestly, can you please just bitch...

Thu, 16 Sep 2010 23:26:16 -0700

some people just dont fuking get it. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. i mean honestly, can you please just bitch a little less?

In response to your "Social Darwinism" post:

Wow. Okay. First off, your math needs some serious work. 68 billion divided by 310 million = $219 each. That would be one crappy car.
Second of all, we could NOT feed all of Africa for a year on that money. The US spends 1.86 TRILLION on food each year. That feeds 310 million people. Africa has more than a billion people. Even saying that the average American eats twice as much as the average African, it would take $3 trillion to feed all of Africa. 68 billion is 22% of that. And that doesn't even account for the costs of shipping the food, paying people to distribute it and publicize the effort, or paying farmers to work overtime to make that much food.

Second of all, executing petty criminals will not get respect for the government. Hitler did that. Stalin did that. Mussolini did that. Dictatorships and those afraid of losing power do that. Insecure governments do that. Ones that do not have the support of the people. Reinstating and abusing capital punishment will not make people "hail you as a hero."
I'd like to remind you that this country is a democracy. The laws we have were put in place because the people who live here wanted them that way. By the people, for the people.

Furthermore, common criminals are not "threats to homeland security." Homeland security means the protection of the nation's well being. You're proposing to kill loads of americans. That's what we're supposed to be protecting AGAINST.

I'm sure you've heard the saying "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind." Gandhi said that. Gandhi was a respected leader because he was a peaceful demonstrator. But anyway, my point is that killing people makes you a murderer. That makes you no better than the crime you're condemning. So how can you say that you have the right to kill murderers, but that you should be left alive? Maybe you say it's self-defense. You're protecting the country.

That changes nothing to the families of murderers. People whose lives are already broken by the torment this person has caused. Must you make it that much worse? Take even their tiny hope that this person might change or see the error of their ways and apologize?

Murder is murder, regardless of the circumstances. Killing is wrong.

Next point. How dare you compare yourself to Machiavelli? He was a brilliant man who studied for years. He was educated and understood the implications of what he was saying. You, by contrast, can't be bothered to do a little math before you make ridiculously erroneous claims. You're just an angry kid who yells at walls, asking for attention. Machiavelli changed things. He made an impact. You can call yourself a martyr once you do something worth dying for.

Oh, and before you call me a coward for posting this anonymously, why don't you evaluate your life and figure who's the real coward? I'm just intelligent enough to take measures to prevent you from trolling me.

Sat, 11 Sep 2010 13:09:25 -0700

lmfao just saying..the math part? youre calculating the annual cost of 2006 with the daily cost of 09

im talking about major felons, petty criminals..well..i used to be one..if you knew about my history that kinda goes without saying

and there is a literary device called EXAGGERATION

If major felons are executed, then would-be felons will be too fearful to act and the stability and SAFETY of our citizens would be reinforced

The people put them that way. They have no problem letting 3 million people die in their own interests but after losing 60 THOUSAND, they pull out. (Vietnam reference) They have no problem with bombing iraq, iran, etc. in the name of THEIR justice, they don’t give a damn about other people’s say.

i dont compare myself to machiavelli. im just saying that people are going to criticize me as harshly as they did him, if not more because of my age and lack of studies.

Murder is murder. I agree completely. And i have no problems with you posting something like this anonymously. This is criticizing ME, not my friends, so its okay.

and another thing. Did I ever once say i feel that i have a right to stay alive? No I didn’t. I say this because I know that I’m just as guilty as many of those people and i deserve the same.

So whoever you are, thank you for your critiques, ill be sure to implement a secondary viewpoint on this later today

Social Darwinism and the Prison System

Sat, 11 Sep 2010 01:50:13 -0700

We all know Darwin’s law, courtesy of repetitive drilling by society. “Survival of the fittest.” But..there are still people that still don’t quite get this point. People complain every day about taxes and about how they wish there was more money around. Yet America has the largest amount of incarcerated criminals in the entire world. Not only that, but these criminals, many of whom are not even American nationals, are being given services that the common people cannot afford, such as 3 nutritious hot meals a day, a bed to sleep on every night, a roof over their head that won’t leak, healthcare, and more. In 2006, over 68 BILLION dollars were spent on prison inmates. Just think about what we could do with 68 billion dollars on hand. We could buy everyone in the USA a new car. We could buy enough food to feed all of Africa for a year. We could deal with our nation’s debt. WE COULD BE SPENDING IT ON THE FUTURE OF OUR COUNTRY AND PROVIDE OUR CHILDREN WITH A GOOD EDUCATION. But no. People have no problem with saying, “Oh, yeah, that raghead over there, he deserves to die cuz he’s inferior..i mean, hes an ARAB!! They BOMBED US!! We should kill them all!!” But when it comes to putting down American citizens, we simply cannot stomach that notion. Several states have abolished capital punishment, resorting to life imprisonment sentences. I say this is utter and total bullshit. Rather than spending $115 a day PER PERSON in jail, why not just spend the $2.75 to buy a bullet? If you put down criminals that are simply too dangerous to be trusted back on the streets again, you become a force that the people understand MUST BE RESPECTED. The people must be taught how to FEAR. Do not misunderstand my meaning here, this is not in any way meant to condone sheer tyranny for its own sake. This is capital punishment, dealt swiftly and efficiently in order to restore peace and balance. You must use force, but you must only use it where it is due. If you just throw your force and kill people at random, the people will bear no respect for you, and will eventually rise up against you. However, if you use your force to eliminate the REAL threats to homeland security, the people will hail you as a savior and guardian.

I understand that many people may not share my views. I understand that the methods i suggest may seem uncouth and barbaric to the common public. But one must consider, Machiavelli was treated the same, yet because of the ignorance of his teachings, his beloved Italy fell to outside powers. I bring this point up today because i see how badly our country is becoming, and it is because criminals who should be locked away for life are finding their ways back out of jail and wreaking havoc on the streets. It is time our country did something useful, for both the safety of the people, as well as for the economical hardships destroying American lives.

herrotammy: stonerparty: it’s required LOLLL i laughed lmfao...

Sat, 11 Sep 2010 01:29:19 -0700

herrotammy:

stonerparty:

it’s required

LOLLL i laughed

lmfao gg

Respect is something earned, not given. Don’t expect someone to respect you just because...

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 15:09:42 -0700

Respect is something earned, not given. Don’t expect someone to respect you just because you’re you. Some people may do that anyways, in which case, good for you. However, when you treat normal people like that, they think of you as an arrogant bastard that has no respect for anyone else. If you want someone’s respect, be kind to them. Show them that you’re a good, strong, person, a person with good core values and pride. And once you have their respect, keep it. Because once someone loses respect for you, its usually gone for good.

Mm. I'm working on it.
Sooo random fact about you go.

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 15:06:09 -0700

hm..idk lolol i cant think of any random facts..just hit me up on aim and ask me whatever LOl

quote-book: By: miseriadulce

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 15:04:07 -0700

quote-book:

By: miseriadulce

Rage

I can feel it again..even stronger than before..

Something's wrong..

hahaha awww so sad but so adorable...

Ducks blown off their feet by the wind

LOL

get owned more lol

lol i am amused xD

buichopsuey: aliceuncensored: the cast of Harry Potter trying...

No love. No mercy. No tears. The time for action is now. The new me is the old me, the old me is...

The time has come for the truth to come out. I’ve lied to myself for too long. I’ve been...

cooking bacon..the manly way

So..i woke up at 8:30 today to be able to make the transit down to san jose for van nghe..just in...

HAHAHA YOU DONT FUCKING FEEL SAFE!? THATS FUCKING FUNNY BITCH, CUZ I HAVENT EVEN ONCE RAISED MY...

dont act like you know who i am, cuz you dont dont act like you know where i come from, cuz you...

some people just dont fuking get it. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. i mean honestly, can you please just bitch...

Social Darwinism and the Prison System

herrotammy: stonerparty: it’s required LOLLL i laughed lmfao...

Respect is something earned, not given. Don’t expect someone to respect you just because...

Mm. I'm working on it. Sooo random fact about you go.

quote-book: By: miseriadulce

Mm. I'm working on it.
Sooo random fact about you go.